to a wonderful star, I feel so blessed...

for the prayer said upon
for the ultimate inspiration given
for the endlessly support provided
for the love that never let go of me

and for never give me any idea that I couldn’t do whatever I wanted to do
or be whomever I wanted to be

a dazzling woman whom I received my life’s blood from…

to ibunda sri, my loving and beloved mom

by all odds...
such a two-sided mirror, of a world, of a living
fly in warmest joy but yet sink in freezing pain
strong, so strong but yet so vulnerable
be so stubborn but yet so devoted

just don't brake down today!

a mermaid, tryin 2 breathe...

ternyata langit malam begitu mengesankan
meski kadang kelam tak berbayang
namun kadang penuh bintang nan cemerlang

cakrawala pagi juga menyenangkan
meski kadang berkabut pekat dengan gelisah
namun kadang membiarkan mentari bersinar cerah


puji syukur ke hadiratMu, ya Allah,
hidup ini luar biasa indah!

destiny

have i known
... that the thunderstorm would haunt my day

have i known
... that the stars would leave the my night sky

have i known
... that the mist would blur my sunshine

i would've walked this road anyway!!!

[misty morning in enschede]

hanya ada cinta...

diujung tangan
tak bisa diraih

didalam jiwa
tak bisa dicerna

ah, bila hanya ada cinta
kemana dia bisa membawaku?

lost

malamku seketika kelam
tak berbintang

cahaya bulanpun ikut memudar

angin menghembusku

entah kemana

... terbang
... ... melayang

tanpa tujuan

tanpa arah

tanpamu!

kesah buat cinta

jangan usik lamunanku, cinta
aku hanya ingin menikmatimu tanpa lelah
... resah,
... ... gundah,
... ... ...dan gelisah

jangan renggut jantungku, cinta
jangan datang tuk titipkan beban
... keraguan,
... ... kesedihan,
... ... ... dan air mata

maka biarkan mataku terpejam malam ini, cinta
agar peri tidurku datang menghampiri
dan percikkan keajaiban satu mimpi

dan biarkan mataku terpejam, cinta
agar mimpi indahku tetap ada
mimpi indah tentang kita


... smile ...

j-louzy

opening the window of my heart
looking at the sky
for my dearest bright star

but the nite was so dark and quite

the star
and the moon
were hiding beyond the clouds

... no light...
... ... no wind... ...
... ... ... no pace... ... ...

thought i was lost
somewhere along the space!