this poem i received from my faculty

... ... ...

what did you do?
why do we have a poem for you?

well, it has to do with a bike
which we, of course, like

all of the sudden and without a sound
you hit the solid ground

two bikes colliding
a perfect sliding

it resulted in some pain a bruise or two
therefore a little present for you

an award in your name
which will be added to the Master's hall of fame

hopefully you did not feel sore
and please take my advise, do not get in accident anymore

*smile*

note: the first two lines are hidden ;)

farewell, my enschede...

never thought that this day would come this fast
never imagined that it would be this hard to be passed
however, the moment has come, at last
drawing this wonderful world into my past

but not even a wisp of cloud will i bring away
cause i'm the one to go and the world should stay
[joy, pain, happiness, sadness, laughter, and sorrow]
may this inspiring memories be with me
forever and impermeably

whiter shade of pale

kayuh sepedaku, diterpa hujan.. lagi!
met the cold autumn rain...

kembali butiran air itu mencumbuku,
tumpahkan rindu!
samarkan jejak air mata yang sempat mengering
dan kentalkan debu diwajahku

[tapi aku harus menyambutnya!]

kembali butiran air itu memelukku,
erat! tanpa jarak!
menyelinap disetiap luka lama
dan sisipkan kebekuan di tiap lorong nadiku

[tapi aku harus menyambutnya!]

kembali butiran air itu riuhkan bumiku,
menggema keras!
manjakan gemuruh di hati
dan menawannya dalam kerongkonganku

[dan aku harus menyambutnya!]

lelah menanti wujud utuhmu
tak tahu sampai kapan kau ada disana, pergi,
dan kapan kau akan datang kembali

[kehujanan, biking from framework2home, what a rain!]

If I Reach Out For You...

morph into a mermaid, I swim!
relish a quiet noise by the sea.
let the waves lead me. and wash my tears.

[Just Wanna Be With You]

the wind blows me, I fly!
fearless, with my broken wings.
no gravity. light. empty. and lost.

[Just Wanna Be With You]

through the rain, I run!
coldness freezes my feet.
the thunder swallows my calling.

[Just Wanna Be With You]

world keeps moving, i don't give a damn!
laid lonely down beneath the darkness.
ashamed. scared. and tired.

[Just Wanna Be With You]

for heaven and earth
[Just Wanna Be With You]
but can't find a way to get there

...Would You Reach Out For Me Too?

above all sadness

the autumn wind just blows
in my quite summer nite
as the old memory flows
though it's been so trite
but the pain still grows
along with the fright

dan kembali aku terbaring
diatas segala sedih

home sweet home, in remembrance...

revere

dunno why i end up here
trapped in a terrible sphere
embraced by this odd fear
wish i could just disappear
coz the more i feel sincere
the pain would apparently rear
become more and more severe

rhyme my world!

i have tried my best
for a million million times
just not to be obsessed
to tie these words with rhymes

but i always impressed
by the sounds it creates
though it makes me so depressed
and plunged in such desperate straits

help me help me get through this
don't let my feelings be enslaved

written as an answer to a challenge of making a -happier- addicted-to-love poem, :)
and here it is...

~*~

fumbling towards ecstasy...

you are the morning adoration
a fresh dew to my heartache

you are the brightest shine of the sun
a light to the darkness of my shadow

you are the warmness of the sunset
a convection to my cold icy heart

you are my one twinkle star
a great inspiration to my lost soul

... when you step into my day!