untittled


let me be your light, princess...
to melt the crown of darkness,
for darkness is the absence of light.


so be my light, my prince...
but just love me for me,
for darkness is all who i am.

lovely white clouds

awan putih mengarak kemenangannya melintasi langit
tersenyum manis pada dunia
teduhkannya dari terik sinar matahari siang ini
biaskan satu asa yang sejukkan hati


bilakah angin menghembusnya pergi?


groningen day sky

Cold Rain in Early Autumn

i was with wonderful rain
it's so damn cold
but i couldn't resist the charm

so, i've got to love rain
i closed my eyes

let the cold water kissed my face
and let no word comes out

let the chill wind embraced me tight
and let no sorrow goes out

let the rainy world breathed me
and let no choice left out

oh i love rain
i just love rain
cuz i can dance in cold
like what my heart always do

oh i adore rain
i just adore rain
cuz i can cry out loud
and no one knows that i always do

i love rain
above all sadness

... ... ...

~*~

A Reprise for Cold Rain in Early Autumn
by AA


when the autumn comes
destiny knocks at my window
say a wisdom

and melted the entire me
turned me to become cold rain

and charmed u with my mystical beauty
paralyzed u with my frozen spell

so u've got to love me,
the cold rain in ur early autumn

then close ur eyes, princess

let my cold lips kiss ur face
and let ur words come out

let my chill arms embrace u tight
and wipe your sorrows away

let my rainy blood breath u
and give u new hopes

oh love me, princess
just love me as ur autumn rain
and dance with me
like what my heart always dream

oh adore me, princess
just adore me as ur autumn rain
and let me wash your tears with mine
like no one ever did

and let the world sees
that I am ur autumn rain
...................


with my love

the past


langitku cerah
saat angin kencang berhembus membawa awan gelap,
yang mengaburkan pandanganku,
dan hempaskan aku...
ke angkasa kelam tak bertepi,
disiksa kilasan balik peristiwa lama,
yang sudah rancu dengan harapan usang...

namun aku bukanlah aku,
bila aku tak bisa menengadah angkuh,
dan tersenyum pada kedukaan yang ditebarkannya...

(sigh) toh...
bukan ini yang jadikan pedihku,
bahkan bukan ini yang jadikan resahku,
jadi aku takkan biarkan jiwaku tenggelam didalamnya...

this too shall pass...

tentang seni

Seni itu indah,
walau kadang begitu sederhana
hingga kita bisa mudah melewatinya begitu saja
atau terkadang justru larut didalamnya
kadangkala juga begitu sukar difahami karena melewati batas imajinasi.
Seni adalah sesuatu yang dianugerahkan Allah untuk melihat kekuasaanNya
dengan tulus dari mata hati.