for those who have mistaken my twinkle star and me...

~*~

don't judge me!

these words are truly mine
but are not truly me
they might indeed be a whine
but are just a part of me

i feel, i sense, i live
not just for the joyfulness
i listen, i care, i receive
not only the happiness

but i should be drain
i must not weep
though this unbearable pain
is only for me to keep

hence, in this kinda way
my twinkle star sets me free
retaining the sadness grey
not to be taken into me

so look deeply into my eyes
and seek for the sorrow
i dare you uncovering my disguise
right here right now to show